i'm bored

i'm thinking of taking up knitting

ps. vicodin is amazing

fuck

why the fuck don't people understand!!

i'm so tired of having to be good so i don't get in trouble with my parents. i'm ready to do something fun!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OKAY, I FEEL BETTER!

i have had a much better weekend this time around. friday night was an awesome girls night. we sat at emily's and watched sisterhood of the traveling pants and balled our heads off. and then we drove to safeway at midnight and bought pints of ice cream and ate them while talking. we hadn't done anything like that for along time and it was very ( Read more... )

i am so depressed right now. for some reason i couldn't get into the party last night. i have been working on not being so fuckin anal, and up to last night i had been so much better. but then last night nothing went right. maybe it was the fact that i came in on all of you drunk, at 8o'clock. i don't know why i am so fuckin retarted. i will ( Read more... )

hi. i just felt the need to write. really nothing exciting going on. i went to a marist volleyball game tongight. that was pretty cool. and took a three hour test this morning. but no school friday!!

I am SO FUCKING MAD!! why are there so many stupid, mean people in this world. I didn't do anything to deserve this. So we had to go to goodwill and buy plates for peer group. and the whole like five minutes we are inside some wierdo steals mine and shino's backpacks out of my car. he didn't break in, for the first time i didn't lock the car. ( Read more... )

i have decided that school is 100% pointless. i am so not interested in anything and i sit there wishing i could be elsewhere. doesn't that just seem like a huge waste. i don't want to waste my time by just sitting there. even when i leave class and just wander i am still bored. the only thing i like about school is track, and that's cause it ( Read more... )