i really don't need you in my life, and thats a pretty awesome realization. my time is becoming precious as the days wear on, and i am becoming more and more busy. 60+ hours a week with a two day weekend does not leave much free time, and it will not be kept for you, but for those who love me and keep me safe in their hearts. i love my family.
i went to the first meeting for the italy study abroad i'm doing in may. i am so excited for this. seriously. i want to jump out of my skin and leave right now. it's going to be amazing. the only thing that is getting me through these months is the fact that i am leaving the country for a month, and i'm going to place that i've only dreamed of
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i forgot my father's birthday. i forgot my twin brother's birthday. i'm not a very good person when it comes to things of this nature. in fact i suck. life.
update: all the fish are dead due to horrible judgement on my part for leaving them at the second parties house.
it is such a coldplay day. and i'm searching for something that doesn't seem to be there. if i don't find it, i'll be leaving. but there is a feeling of content. the feeling that i'll find what i need. and so i wait.