Translation Manatsu No Yoru No Yume

I’m lonely and a liar
and I’m always just dreaming
You pretend not to notice
but still hold me

It feels like I’m a vampire
sucking your tenderness away

If an endless sadness should surround us,
let’s hold each other as we wait for morning
I wonder if someday we can forgive even the irreparable scars
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Well, tomorrow's my dinner meeting with the Reps. I'm really nervous. I don't really know any of them, and there from all over. Some domestic and some international (2 from Singapore, 2 from Mexico and 1 from China) I'm so afraid that I'm going to mess up and say the wrong thing. But I have to interact with them, or I look unsocial and that wouldn' ( Read more... )

I have been thinking a lot about my flaws lately. About how I can fix them. I'm patient with others but not with myself. So, sometimes I rush when there is no need to. And it often causes me to make a stupid mistake that could have been avoided, had I just slowed down a bit. Or how I dwell on things for so long that I'm not sure how to move on from ( Read more... )

Feels like all I do is work anymore. All I do now is sit in front of a computer all day. (I got promoted to Order Entry Processor). The day goes by quick enough, but staring at the screen all day gives me a headache and I'm right under an air conditioning vent, so I freeze. Blah. I helped that situation a little though. I put an "Emergency Hoodie" ( Read more... )

I believe that I've been blocked from a few people on AIM.... Well they probably didn't get my e-mail, not like they would want to read it anyway.

I always said you would "hate me in the end"
I'm sorry that I was right.
I really didn't want to be.

"I didn't know how to deal with your anger"

I was scared to say "I need help"

"I felt you weren't listening."

"I was wounded and lashed out"

"I'm desperate for understanding"

"Time passed and it was harder to try and make amends"

"I was wrong to disappear"

    The 17th I got in a bit of a car accident. A guy in a '93 Ford F-350 was in front of me. He starts driving on the left side of the road (which means his driving towards on coming traffic) He acts like he's going to turn left, keeps going, turns his left blinker on then makes a quick, sharp turn right. I slam on mu brakes, and try to jump the ( Read more... )

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! 

Yesterday.... was not a great day.... Working (at the first job, Target) has become a bit uncomfortable now. I hope that I don't feel as awkward there as I do right now. Everything was going so well, guess I should have expected it. I just hope that, since I'm not the type to say anything, it doesn't get worse. Blah.

Yesterday wasn't really the greatest. I'm hoping that today will be a bit better. I'm going to really need an MP3 player soon. Got too much time to think in the back. At least music would be a bit of a distraction. Ah well. I'll get one soon enough.

Let's see... I finally got to meet Steve's daughter, Misty. She came in for Thanksgiving with her ( Read more... )