well i havent wrote in a while but all i got to say is im living this life as good as i can....

Screams i hate you.

This is the storie i live for the rest of my life, till the day he makes up his (father of my child) mind...

i dedicate these lyrics to Kurtus james mitchelle Hagerman

These are the words i speek.

Autumns Monologue

Oh why can't I be what you need?
A new improved version of me.
But I'm nothing so good
no, I'm nothing...
just bones, a lonely ghost ( Read more... )

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"Knives Out"

I want you to know
He's not coming back
Look into my eyes
I'm not coming back

So knives out
Catch the mouse
Don't look down
Shove it in your mouth

If you'd been a dog
They would've drowned you at birth

Look into my eyes
It's the only way you'll know I'm telling the truth

So knives out
Cook him up
Squash his head
Put him in the pot

I want you to know
He' ( Read more... )

Life can be so weird and lonely. sometimes you just excpect the unexpected, why do things come around when you dont want them to come around anymore, not that you dont want them to but for the fact you have already recovered from the hurt that you once suffered from before.. ive always gave him somany chances to come back around and to make ( Read more... )

Well i havent wrote in here for a good while.. and i feel like im out of reach from my self. Life has been a liitle bit weird. i havent talked to kurtus in days and weeks and i still feel like im going crazy, its fuckin weird cuz ive been running into him and he hasnt noticed and most of the time my best friend and the family hasnt noticed cuz they ( Read more... )

THE USED LYRICS

"Blue And Yellow"

and it's all in how you mix the two
and it starts just where the light exists
it's a feeling that you cannot miss
and it burns a hole through everyone that feels it

well you're never gonna find it
if you're looking for it
won't come your way
well you'll never find it
if you're looking for it

should've done something but I' ( Read more... )

You know i tryed to make it clear with kurtus, that i didnt want him talking to me or e mailing and shit UNLESS he really wants to be there for me and the baby i mean there for me and the baby the way he was there for me in the begining. but he wrote me and asked mewhat day and time is my doc app. im just wondering is that approching me as in he ( Read more... )

The One I Gave My Heart To
How Could The One I Gave My Heart To, Break My Heart So Bad?
How Could The One Who Made Me Happy, Make Me Feel So Sad?
Wont Somebody Tell Me? So I Can Understand.
If You Love Me, How Could You Hurt Me Like That?
How Could The One I Gave My World To, Throw My World Away?
How Could The One Who Said I Love You, Say The Things ( Read more... )