All i wanted to do was take a nap with him nuthin more nuthin less i just want to feel him holding me and my baby just to get rid of stress. and here from him he still cares and that he WANTS to be there for me right know ALL the way........

There are two choices HE has to live.. He always told me to let the past go. but he has to let his go before telling anybody eles that.. He live's his life repeating the past and dwelling on it.. moving on is part of growing upand thats what he chose. dwelling is what stop's you from completeing you and your loves dreams. He tought me alot im being ( Read more... )

The Used "on my own"

See all those people on the ground
Wasting time
I try to hold it all inside
But just for tonight
The top of the world
Sitting here wishing
The things I've become
That something is missing
Maybe I...
But what do I know

And now it seems that i have found
Nothing at all
I want to hear your voice out loud
Slow it down
Without it all
I'm choking ( Read more... )

You know life sux right know and i dont know what to do. i read what i wrote last night and i am in my journal a place where i type what i feel not alot of people look in here anyways. you know today at work someone told me a whole bunch of shit and i feel sorry fro some one when they are begging for attention and us the excuse as in trying to kill ( Read more... )

I can explain anything in words right know i feel to pathetic right know

blink 182 "All Of This" 
With all of this I know now
everything inside of my head
it all just goes to show how
nothing I know changes me at all
again I wait for this to change instead
to tear the world in two
another night with her
but I'm always wanting you

Use me Holly come on and ( Read more... )

Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your (girl)boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

What will it take to show you that it's ( Read more... )

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Marilyn manson "man you fear"
The ants are in the sugar
The muscles atrophied
We’re on the other side, the screen is us and we’re t.v.
Spread me open,
Sticking to my pointy ribs
Are all your infants in abortion cribs
I was born into this
Everything turns to shit
The boy that you loved is the man that you fear
Pray until your number,
Asleep from all your ( Read more... )

Seven moons for seven seas
won't let them get the better of me
they'll pass me by
don't pass me by
my seven fears all fear of me
they'll take their leave eventually
well they can try
they can try

my love was strong
for now it's gone
eleven stories up
from the second floor
a love not warm
is a love not done

darling you let me know

talk down the girl ( Read more... )

i cant sleep all i think about is him i want him right know im a fiend for him i just want him to come over and hold me and rub my tummy to sleep and listen to the still's and the viels's he like them. I LOVE YOU KURT