boo the added pudge i have gained this winter! rahh i want to get out and play and get rid of it! i was deep into modeling until spiderman came on the tv and broke my trance now all i want to do is work on 2D but alass 3D is more importante tonight! im in a odd mood. its so friggen cold in this house! i made myself finger-tip-less gloves so i can ( Read more... )

i never write in this thing unless im super duper happy or just blah ( Read more... )

oh man the boredom! its so bad to be bored when you have so much to do but you just cant bring yourself to do it! grrrrrrr. i had a messed up dream last night! i got pregnant (please refrain from the obvious jokes i just set you up with) and my family was like well we should just cut it out! i was like screw that and i got on like an old merchant ( Read more... )

i am just beat but i dont feel like sleeping. ive been letting my mind wander lately about what how life is going for me and i end up confused. i love my life im very happy. but sometimes it just seems as though its a dreamy state, lasting as long as im still sleeping. speaking of sleep i really need it so i doubt any of this makes any sense. i ( Read more... )

i have been feeling so so crappy these last two days! but now im feelin a lil better healthwise and i have an awesome new job that im totally digging! but school built up while i was distracted with the new job jitters and icky sickness, so my 3-D classes just bitchslapped my weekend. oh well i have thursday night to covet as though it were a ( Read more... )

when sitting in your car get a really annoyed or dirty look on ur face and look over at the people in the car next to you. this is fun as a passenger when ur on the freeway or something because as you pass cars its practically instinctive for the people in that car to look over at you.

its fun to scare the innocent

the feeling of the weeks homework hanging over your head and really really really not wanting to do it. well i am offically 20. it takes a couple days to sink in lol. but it was a great birthday, i got a job, i went downtown and had fun at a hookah bar, got a full 2 hours of sleep before having to go to class on a saturday, which rocks vs the " ( Read more... )

wow. that went fast! haha well today i have an interview then im the designated driver for my brother and my dog, then im getting my hair dyed finally! i feel like a recovering alcoholic going back to the bottle for the first time. hopefully a lovely trip to downtown as well. dude seriously i love my friends so much, i just realized today that i ( Read more... )

so in about 23 hours ill be 20, NUTS! ahhh this quarter isnt as scary as i once pictured but then again ive only been to 3 of my 4 classes. im kind of scared though because my drive seems non existent right now, and as far as school goes theres a lot milling around up in that void space in my mind. its like i have a feeling this is the quarter ( Read more... )