I went through the spine surgery. I can walk again but still suffer pain. I will be going to Portland this weekend but I have to get over an ear infection first. Hope all my LJ friends are doing well.

have not logged in in almost a year. I have been occupied with the law suit and the gallery on Second life. I just wanted to let my friends know I am still alive. I will be going through spinal surgery soon. don't know the date yet but it will be schedualed as soon as I go through a few more tests.

Also my Mom passed away in early November.

I have been in second life and built the art Gallery I wanted to. I have spent the last 2 months plus trying to keep it busy and do other buisness things in that world. Zap has a job and has given me a budget to use. Things are different now. He will have to leave soon for a ten day trip for his job. I have to spend that time with my family ( Read more... )

I get to have my birthday party tonight. I've been planing it for a month and it looks like it will go well. I hope that everyone who comes will have fun. I will post the after party news in the next few days.

Today is my 31st birthday. I plan on spending the day sleeping. I have to go into the doctor's office in a few moments. They will be doing an injection into my spine to relive some of the pain I'm in from that car accident. I'm told my Grandmother had to endure injections like this. I have to admire the woman, but I still wish that I wasn't in ( Read more... )

I have not posted in some time. I have been preoccupied with facing each day. I have and appointment with the doctor tomorrow about my pain and how useless my legs have become. I am still dealing with waiting for the settlement ( Read more... )

I am a paraplegic. The word does not mean paralyzed from the wasted down as some think. It means that at least two of my limbs are limited in use because of a long term injury. A quadriplegic may still be able to write or steer there own wheelchair, but because they don't have full use of their arms they are quadri instead of para ( Read more... )

I went through some Patriot day overload. Too much going over images and facts that are burned into my soul so deeply it hurts like no other pain in my entire life. I have my reasons to hurt. My health sucks and I don't get to have my kids around every day. But the rehash of 9/11 was enough that now I can't sleep. It's amazing how just a few ( Read more... )

I kissed my son on the forehead
He was wet and smelled like rain
And I wished just for a moment
That I was a child again
That I could run through the sprinklers
As these last days of Summer came
Oh Fickle Father Time
I wished
Please take away my pain

One of my patient assistance applications was granted and AstraZeneca gave me some Seroquel to help me through while Zap continues to look for a job. Hopefully it will be a enough. I'm still waiting to hear about Trileptal from Novartis. Hopefully it will come through. I say it was an answered prayer, so I will thank God and keep hoping & ( Read more... )