My friend James boxed in a match in Seattle on Saturday night. I thought it was amazing to be able to yell and scream and do all the sign holding for someone I actually know...I've never done that. He won to ( Read more... )

I hate the fact that I am only 19 but I expect so much. I expect that things will be easy and that it will be just like when I lived back home...everything was handed to me. Not now. There are days when I'm not ok...and my 10 to 4 job drags on and on and I can't help but drag ass ( Read more... )

So I'm alive, some days more than others. I'm 19 and I feel like the life in me has faded. This past year has been fucked up...really fucked up ( Read more... )

I have never understood senioritis until now. I just want to get out!! I want to graduate and have my freedom ( Read more... )

I can't stand this feeling of saddness.One single person can send me into a place not many see of me ( Read more... )

Parents are so cruel. Why do they leave their kids when they are needed in the kids life? I hate it when people bail out on me.It really really hurts, and it creates this empty void that could take time to fulfill.Then when the person tries desperately to come back, its like starting all over again and you have no idea how to go about it, or if you ( Read more... )

He's around every hour of the day.I wake up,theres a message waiting to tell me that he has already called."So what do you want to do today?" he says.If I said,"I want to go to California."we would leave that second.I told him that he was my best friend and he told me he shares the feeling.When I hear these particular few songs,my mind can't help ( Read more... )

I was over at a friends house tonight and I was with a few other people and her parents welcomed us in and although they had just met me, they made me feel really welcome.Why can't my parents be like that with my friends.They never have been,in a way they make them feel uncomfortable,I hate bringing my friends over ( Read more... )

I hate these meloncholy feelings I get every now and then.One day I'm living life to my fullest,talking deeply with the people I care about and actually feeling ok about my appearance.Then bam the naxt day I do a complete turn around and hate everything around me,just about everything.The only thing I feel like doing is going to sleep for long ( Read more... )

Sunsets.Cups of coffee,on a rainy days.Pouring out my heart onto a single sheet of paper.True friends who love you just as much as you love them and freedom.These things keep my sanity without them I might lose it.I still have my weekly mental break downs,I always will.I need some goddamn inspiration.I couldn't write anything worth reading right ( Read more... )