so i just had one of my infamous conversations with my best friend candace about the biggest thing we have in common ; our heavy hearts. see, some friggin whore i thought was a friend of mine was pretending to want to hook me up with my ex.. who yes i am still in love with like im sure ive said. then i go camping and when i get back, shes going ( Read more... )

man it's been forever but i thought, what the hell? so here i am, day before grading day, toes wet in the waves of summer... and miserable. not complete, but nearing the edge of normally miserable. most, not all, of my friends are selfish game man whores who would rathjer hang out in a basement for hours and hours with people they PRETEND they don' ( Read more... )

Ok so yeah, my bday party just ended about like, an hour ago. im sitting here in my new, spiffy pjs britt got me and im EXTREMELY bored. i finally realize the computer isnt all it used to be... and i wish my friends were still here. omg vaughn came, and i didnt everything in my power not to cry the whole time. i miss jr high so much. me julles and ( Read more... )

ok so... yeah... school's still all messed. we're not at holy angels.. but i hope school gets cancelled... i need time to work on my novel. anyway.. wait.. write back..

happy late april fools. ugh... im going on 12 hours with no food and only a cup of gatorade in my stomach. i signed up for the famine and im going to do it. surprisingly it wasn't as hard as i suspected. im not hungry, just tired. and hopefully i'll sleep through most of tomorrow. then go to walmart with candace and get pictures developped. come ( Read more... )

ha, britt, i loved the reply. i will get around to replying to one of your many. but anyway, exactly why i was pissed. i mean, as bad as i am to talk, 80% of the time people actually know, for sure, what i think about them. and i hate to seem all mushy and whatever, but i hate seeing all that goes on with those i will not name. and well, the fact ( Read more... )

so it's the 29. i just got back from drivers ed. as boring as it is, i must say i love it. i have my bf erika, julles, colin, jeff... plus this uber cute guy we'll dub.. "the hot guy". i don't want to use his name. anyway, so besides the fact i get weak every clas and snort and make people look at me and laugh, its a pretty fun little class ( Read more... )

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Extraversion |||||||||||||||||| 76% Stability |||||||||| 40% Orderliness |||||| 30% Empathy |||||||||||| 50% Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 63% Intellectual |||||||||| 36% Mystical |||||||||||||| 56% Artistic |||||||||||||| 56% Religious || 10% Hedonism || 10% Materialism |||||| ( Read more... )

so it's like, 10 am. i usually wouldn't be up but since my moms working dayshift and my dads gone to work, im the only one here to watch out for the kids. my mood changed a little since yesterday, just, not much lol. im just really confused. extremely confused. im up, im down, people are mad, people arent, i like this guy, i dont. its insane. and i ( Read more... )

so here i am, fianlly with the journal up and running. took me like, forever to ge taround to it but i think i need it now more than ever. my life is such a mess right now. like, rain on my parade, piss in my cornflakes, bees in my bonnett kind of messed. and yeah i know, im only going on 16, i couldnt possibly no what problems are. well, for a ( Read more... )