So yesterday my 'friend' Brian came and got me and we took off on his motorcycle for a cruise. We went around town then up to Paul Lake. We parked at the picnic grounds and hiked down to the lakes edge where we chatted and skipped rocks. I was giddy at one point (I'm such a dork!!!) but it was cute. Anyways after that we rode up to Pinatan ( Read more... )

So where the hell did time go? Its insane really, but there ya have it we're already into September ( Read more... )

So... I am finally good about Paul and I being done. We've been talking some here and there and we're buds again.. although when I tell him I love him.. and I do... he doesnt ever say it now... which bugs me... after all we are friends and have been for years... even though we arent together... you can still love a friend! Eh.. oh well ( Read more... )

Ok.. so its been simply months since I posted anything... since the last post... I've had five jobs at one time with no time off for over four months.. then I quit two of the jobs and now only have the two jobs I like =) I've also since broken up with Paul... back in January. I skidded to a halt on my decision to move to the coast... and am now ( Read more... )

Ok.. not all men.. just some.. and right now.. I think my bf is one of them ( Read more... )

Ok.. so its chilly today.. holy crap... I think fall/winter is fast approaching ( Read more... )

Ok.. so lately.. its been insanity ( Read more... )

I cant wait to go down to the coast.. get my application in for school.. go for some ( Read more... )

Today has been one year since mom made her transition... I still cant believe she's been gone a year already... it just doesnt seem real. I vary from being ok.. bouncing.. singing to the radio... so crying my eyes out and feeling like I just cant go on ( Read more... )

Ok... so I have been having some serious issues lately ( Read more... )