to break away from you is all i want ( Read more... )

Wow. I completely forgot about this thing. It has been decades since I wrote in here. I guess I kinda have been cheating on this journal with my hand-written one. Right now I am living in Ocean City with my best friends. Oh, and my boyfriend. Yep, that's right. I, Amber Lydia Hunt, have a boyfriend ( Read more... )

im so sick of hurting myself and others. and im so fed up with everything. but i look in the mirror and its still not good enough. thats why i just want to give up

I need to stop making myself throw up. I know I can do it; I’ve already done it before. I know I still have the drive, the will-power, the persistence... I just don’t have Jordan. Can I do it alone? I’d like to think I can. But don’t know if it’s true. The truth is that I’m scared. I’m scared and I don’t have someone to hold me and tell me ( Read more... )

MYTH: People develop eating disorders because of the media/models/pressure from society to be thin ( Read more... )

Amber Hunt ( Read more... )

My new addiction is facebook. You now know where to find me. I'll still write on here, but if you are in college and you don't have a facebook, you truly are missing out. The end.

so i dont even know why i bother writing anymore because people get pissed off at me for trying to express myself, but whatev. i'm writing because im in a bad mood, and i have no one to talk to and the most therapeutic thing i can think of right now is typing on my keyboard and watching what is circling through my head find a release and appear on ( Read more... )

life is confusing. and both of the guys i like (yes, i said both...i guess all of you have missed alot) are away on vaca. Ryan will be back on sunday (thank goooodness) and jordan not for almost two weeks. and i have no desire to do anything until they get back. all i do is work. ughhh someone save me. if u are a true friend please come drag me out ( Read more... )

tonight was fun. I went to the mall with nicole and got some stuff, including a cute new belly button ring. i've decided i want a tatto. just a very small one. what do you think? should i get one ( Read more... )