insomnia makes me write in a livejournal that i haven't used for nearly ten months.

i can't sleep lately, i hate it.

i suck.

stressed out. this may be too much for me.

the worst part is i'm happy.. so happy and i feel so bad for it. i can't even help.

today was one of those days. i can't stop thinking and ii just want t go to sleep.

i had forgot how much somethings make me feel better.

i am so excited. i'm almost back to my old weight... like pre drinking binge 2 years ago. i'm so happy. onlyyy a few more lbs to go!

i work too much since the summer started and i have no time.. ever. it sucks.

i want to drink more.

i hate when i really need to talk about something and feel like i hhave noone i can talk to.

school sucks. i'm going to be going to school longer than everyone else.

spring carnival is this weekend at my school though and that should be fun, for all you kevin little fans, he will be heere so be jealous. hah.

i am faced with a new and weird decision.

p.s. i think i have reached a critical brain cell loss. i feel like a burnout all the

i have been having the craziest dreams everr lately! one of them.. i was a spartan, how weird is that ( Read more... )

i've seriously have maybe tried every single sport.. ever at least once and at least for a little while but i am so so happy to say that i have finally found my sport.

i love rugby.

yeaaah and i got a new job at the 99!