matt's mother is so freaking awesome i luv her so much. we wnet to tha mall yesterday and she bought me a purse,a necklace,earrings and bracelet all for prom i think i'm gonna look so pretty or alleast i hope so tha only two people i'm really worried about that is not gonna think i look good is matt and myself ofcoruse i'm gonna take pics and try ( Read more... )

we talked for so long last nite about everthing and i'm glad that we did becos we both needed to let each other kno how we feel i don't wanna break up i don't wanna take a break and i don't wanna hurt you....

aunt cole's car got broken into yesterday afternoon. she went into pick up emilie adn someone busted in her window and took her purse she was only in tha skool not less than 5 min.so now that person has her identifcation, spare key to tha car, i think some atm cards,and our address to tha house which is crap but other than that it's fine... tonite ( Read more... )

so i left my glasses at home today but that's okay... i feel pretty today i got up this moring without a shower but i still feel pretty i straighten my hair and actully did something with it. my prom is next friday on tha 13th isn't that kinda creepy people are like it's gonna be like that cray movie but i've never seen it yea i kno i'm lame lol...

i miss you x'S 189743917....

I LUV YOU<333

x0x0x0 amber

wtf??? do you wanna hurt me???

okay so tonight i'm gonna hang out w/ matt which is going to be so rad. oh yea monday will be six months for me and matt isn't that awesome??? omg i'm really excited about that but i'm probably not gonna beable to spend time with him becos uncle charlie said i can only see him on friday and saturdays which really sux but i can't complain so show me ( Read more... )

ruby died:(

my throat has been hruting,when i talk to people they can't really hear me i have to repeat my slef like 1743892728 times and that really sux. haven't talk to matt much he's always busy with friends or what not i feel like i have no life now i just want to talk to matt but he always so damn busy when we do talk it's never very long and we ethier ( Read more... )

i've been spending alot of time thinking and crying. i hate being alone because when your alone your mine starts to wonder places it shouldn't wonder. i'm trying so hard to be a good girlfriend and i kno he's trying really hard to be a good boyfriend. i've figured something out. it's so easy for someone to love me but it's so easy for them to hurt ( Read more... )