i have done something and i'm afraid of tha outcome.

i talked to my mother last night it just ended up at us yelling at each other and i hate it i hate crying i hate heart breakes i hate yelling i hate arugeing I HATE RON i hate this wierd dirty feeling i get i hate not feeling loved i hate disapointments i hate lieing i hate pepole who only think aboutr thier self i hate love sometimes i hate....

i'm at skool rite now bored as hell and tired as hell i want to go to bed and sad as hell i want to see my bf he's sick it sux i miss him so much. we went to daytona this weekend to see mom-mom that was ok i bugged heather most of the time she didn't feel good but i still messed w/ her. we didn't get home till about 11:30 laST NITE and we left mom- ( Read more... )

i think i'm starting to like hardcore music shhhh don't tell any one...

just at skool. the day is goin pretty good i guess i had a rice crispy treat this morn' for breakfast it had chocolate in it. mmmmmmmm it was good now i think i'll eat my chips... maybe later on tho... so today i get to see matt YAY!!!<3<3<3 my hunny i luv him. heather did the dishes for me yesterday nite witch i thank her for that cos i was so ( Read more... )

got glasses got a new hair cut witch i think is cute short but cute. i like tha new glasses tho to me i look like an emo kid. jen and heather both like tha cut and the glasses veronica say's she like tha glasses to. matt has yet to see eithier hope he likes them both. i haven't updated in so long, it feels good to just type it all out. uncle ( Read more... )

PIMP SHIT!
i luv that word. heather made that word up today when we were
working. i luv her!!!<3<3<3

mother fuckers need to comment!!!!

well last nite was a very good nite, i spent last nie w/ matt we actually spent time together for like the frist time but the only fuckin promble was evryone and thier family was calling him everyone 5 mintues that kind.a sux. but when nobody seem to bugg us at the monment i would fall asleep cos i worked earlier that day and i tryed my fuckin best ( Read more... )

oaky well haven't up dated in a while.... let's see what's new well it's 2005 baby! woot! other than that i steped on a nail while working had to get a tetnis (or how ever you spell that fucking word)shot it kinda hurt. then on new year's eve that was good cos i spent time w/ all of my closest friends and heather's fam. that was a fun time. i got ( Read more... )