God, the summer is so incredibly boring! I mean, I've, like, not even ( Read more... )

Oh my god! I can totally not believe that Mom is letting Jake go away with Jordan for the weekend, that's like, totally gross! I mean god, after what happened at Prom? Which I'm practically too scarred to mention, so god, let nobody ever bring that up again - after that you'd totally think that mom would be, you know, smart enough to realize ( Read more... )

Oh my god, Marcus and I are totally going out! I - CHILL, Amber, god, you can do this. Oh my god, oh my god, he actually really does like me. This is going to so amazing. He's just...he's the sweetest guy I've ever met. And so talented, I mean, I don't know much about Art but I can totaly tell that he's really good ( Read more... )

Oh god, like, my entire weekend is shot I so wanted to hang out with Marcus now that we're, *blush*, actually, like, dating and stuff. Um, if we're dating. Oh my god, I hope we are. I mean, I don't know - is this just one date? Or like, the start of a bunch of dates. Oh god, and it's not like I can ask him because that would be so ( Read more... )

God, the new principal? Is like, totally weird. And short and stuff. But he's ok. Except for the fact that he, like, hates Marcus and Jake and everybody. He's giving people detentions all the time. But then he's totally cool with me and he's having me organize a few events at school. It's like, so good to have stuff to do in school again, I ( Read more... )

Oh god, I think I HATE this town ( Read more... )

Marcus has been spending a lot of time over here lately. He doesn't really talk about it but I guess that his home is kind of a bad place and that's why he spends so much time at Nick's. Only with the way that Nick was acting lately - even though they've made up, I'm not sure if he's comfortable. But he's Marcus so it's not like he's going to ( Read more... )

Last night was just - god, it was horrible. I mean, it didn't start out that way - I was with Marcus. And, um, I think it was almost kind of a date. But then Nick called and he, god, I didn't think he was doing drugs. I mean, I used to think Marcus did, until I got to know him but Nick never seemed like it. He called and Marcus was, like, ( Read more... )

God, how much do I hate high school right now? Is it totally filled with nothing but lame losers? Everybody's always just acting like total jerks and pretending they don't know me when I walk in the room. The only person who'll, like, even talk to me is Marcus. And some of Jake's friends, I guess. But I have, like, nothing to actually say to ( Read more... )

God, I can't believe how late I stayed with Marcus - it was already dark when I left. We sat there for hours talking and he told me all about his paintings. He's really good, I think. I mean, I'm not an expert but you can, like, see his emotions and stuff in them. And he's just..he's really nice and stuff and he didn't laugh at me when I told ( Read more... )