I am so nervous...I really hope that Marcus doesn't mind me just showing up, I mean yeah, he told me to come over this Saturday but that was before everything happened at school and, who knows - he might not even want to see me. I thought about just not showing up, because I really don't think I want to see his face if he tells me to just leave. ( Read more... )

So, um, Marcus wasn't in school today. The rumors - not that anybody would, like, actually talk to me, but I overheard them in the girl's bathroom - I guess he got suspended or expelled or something for fighting with Alan, Chris and Derek ( Read more... )

Oh god, I am totally screwed, aren't I? I mean, after what I did on Monday...like, nobody will talk to me at all. I mean, anybody that's cool. Adam, Derek and Chris were like, top of the line for the school. Of course, they were jerks but god...and you know, losing my temper like that in public? Sooo not cool.

But you know what? They are ( Read more... )

Ok, I can not take it any longer. I tried to let it go, over the weekend. But all day they've just been goofing around in the hallway and snickering. I swear, I totally heard that asshole Derek make a comment about 'next time they'd break his guitar hand'. Uh-uh. No way. I don't care what else is going to happen to me, I'm not going to let ( Read more... )

God. I can't believe Mom made me stay home from school yesterday 'cause she said I looked sick. Of course I looked sick, it's not like I slept all night, I was that mad. But I finally got Jake to tell me who the hell it was that did that to him. He gets awfully talkative when you're threatening him with foundation...I think he was worried that ( Read more... )

Oh my fucking god. I am so mad right now I could scream. I WOULD scream. Apparently - Jake tried to not tell me but, please, like he can hide something from me - I'm his twin. I can read him like an open book. Apparently Josh got some of his thug friends to beat Jake up today ( Read more... )

Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, what is wrong with me?! So, ok, yesterday? At lunch? That guy, Marcus, he came over and sat with me. Which, at first was like, totally embarrassing because please, I mean, who is he? Except, you know, it's not like I have anybody else right now. I mean, I guess everybody is believing whatever the hell Josh is ( Read more... )

God, I haven't been able to sleep in days. I - I can't believe that Josh would have done that to me. When I got home Friday night - I got a lift from some guy - Marvin, Mark, Matt - something like that - and he didn't say much on the way home. Which was way cool of him because, well, I just didn't feel much like talking. Whatever the guy's name ( Read more... )

*runs out of the gym*

*stops in the hallway, trying to compose herself a minute, dashing tears away from her eyes*

Oh god...I can't believe that just happened.

*takes a deep breath, straightens her shoulders*

I've got to get out of here.

*starts to go down the hallway, not paying attention to her surroundings, torn between misery and anger*

Oh my god, I can't believe it's already the night of the Winter Formal! I've been, like, so busy all day. I mean, I couldn't even sleep last night, I was so excited. The formal...with JOSH. Oh my god ( Read more... )