whataver that stuff is that you make from broken dishes-------where it is broken but put all together-----------WeLL i want to kno how to make that---------and use broken mirrors---------i just saw a picture of something like it and it inspiredme---------i mean i want my whole wall like that-----or a whole house even---------------i mean i feel ( Read more... )

why does someones purpose have to be great ( Read more... )

i just will never be what anyone wants or expects
sometimes i think that i am predestined for something
but its not a great thing
its a tiny thing
and its only for one persons needs
otherwise i think im like nature
just here and alive for a while
not changing much
just like a organisme

i almost couldnt remember the password----------for some reason its diff than the others----------WeLL---------i just got out of the hostpial----------it is just so weird how i can----------feel so horrible and then---------go in and feel better--------or at least not feel like i'm going to K-----------when i thought so much about it before ( Read more... )

i dont understand so much about life---------sometimes i feel so moved by the music---------that i cant contain my emotions----------no one understands me--------i thought i was alone---------but when i looked around-------i was tramatized to find that everyone else is alone too----------together--------but alone---------is it choice----------its ( Read more... )

birthdays really fucking suck ass

so----this is my book-------my story---------from beginning to end--------starting today--------that is what this lj is for-------be warned though---------my dear oprah--------that we studied in pyschology that sometimes our minds insert things------imagines things------fills in the cracks in the puzzle--------so if its not true-------then its ( Read more... )

everyones going through the same thing as me----just the names and towns are differnt than mine---but the pain is the same----and we all feel it :(

( my temples are pulsating )

( where to begin )