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Can I Change????
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So alive, yet so numb
I don't really know what to say. Life has really taken an unexpected turn. And they say it comes in threes...I dread what lies around the corner. Is this god just teaching me a lesson or did I really do something to deserve it all? I have some much and I know this. My children are remarkable and enough within its self, my wonderful sisters, my ( Read more... ) -
Highly Susceptible to the Power of Suggestion
This thought has been hounding me for quite sometime now, and I really do not know what to make of it. I wonder if it is real or just an illusion. Genuine or a knock off. But how is it possible to have "knock off" feelings, aren't all feelings real? A feeling is a feeling, something you feel, how can love ever not be genuine? When is it fake? What ( Read more... ) -
I am just done indulging in that which is not mine
I am already going straight to hell for what i have done last year. Besides the fact that is it wrong and i seriously need to stop doing it. I feel like i am just a magnet, and only attract those i cannot have. It might just be my promiscuous outlook on relationships and dating but I am tried of it. And I will not do it any more. It doesn't make ( Read more... ) -
dysfunction
What do you do when dysfunction bleeds into your functioning life ( Read more... ) -
"The Shit I am going through..."
"You don't know what shit I am going through" she says to me ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: How I got on LJ
I think it was Shnuggas and WhittDawg that got me on this shit. Wow that was like almost 5 years ago. Damn how time just flys by you before you even get a chance to take a step back and think about what is going on it's aleady done. Now i feel like "what have i done?" where has all the time gone? the years the tears the pains the sorrows. The joys ( Read more... ) -
Long time, no post.....
Well, its been a while since i have written. I remebmer when I was on this damn thing every moment of every day...but i guess that is high school. So i guess an update is in order. We moved...to A-town, not the greatest but better than south side. We have a huge 5 bedroom house, with a bar in my basement. I love it the girls love it. Oh yes, the ( Read more... ) -
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well I'm back now, back and in action ( Read more... )