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METHENPHIDAMIANS
This girl man I'm telling you just irks me to depths! So many reasons but no justification. I have never really been one to be a negative Nelly, really. I'm usually justified some way shape or form. And I do feel like I am in someway but for whatever reason I feel like I'm not. I can tell she doesn't like me but can't put my finger on why. And why ( Read more... ) -
The affair
You asked if I'm mad at you, i don't know what to reply with i feel like you are constantly pulling me back. Every time i am finally able to free myself you pull me back. He asked if i think about him again didn't know what to say, i mean isn't it obvious of course i do but don't you get it? There will never be a further and i cannot continue to ( Read more... ) -
Sandwich Generation
Never really understood the magnitude of that term till today. I had known it was deep but it wasn't until today that i realized exactly what it means for me. I can change here, i can change for the better or for the worst, in either direction. That's what makes it so hard to determine a set path and stick to it. I want to be good, i want to be ( Read more... ) -
69 till I can 69
You heard of 40 days and 40 nights? Well this is 69 days and 69 nights...beginning oh what the hell lets start it today. As of May 25, 2009 at 1:21 AM I am swearing off all forms of sexual activity, even kissing or masturbation for 69 days. I have faith that i can do this. I am determined...... -
Tylonol PM
Its like a drug to me, it really is my drug of choice. I love it, and just cant seem to get enough of it. I crave it and seek it, desire it beyond all else, but when I get it why am I not as satisfied as I wish I was. Its like a vicious cycle, the more I get the more I want. Its fun, it is and I adore the time spent, but I am beginning to feel that ( Read more... ) -
Random thoughts i guess
positive discipline ( Read more... ) -
Question....
Is it possible to manipulate the manipulator? -
A coaster of emotions
I feel so much and nothing all at once. i want it all but wont grasp it when its handed off. i only heal to be hurt again, i only fall to rise again. life with its ups and downs. I want to be everything i ever wanted to I can't and i don't want to. Once i lost track, slipped off, or did i fall on the right one? Prioritization and moderation ( Read more... ) -
I cannot take on responsibility for things I know I cannot control
Responsibility, that is a very heavy word. I have always been one for such a concept, at least i thought. It seems recently that i have been pondering over a new ideal, that maybe i am not as responsible as once believed. But i am! in some cases. I am one to choose those i things i take responsibility for. Is this a good strategy or one of ( Read more... ) -
All That I do
You say "Don't even get me started on all the shit that I do ( Read more... )