well it certainly has been a while since i have been on this bad boy. my life.... well i finally think God is leading me where he wants me to be. I have found the church i think i am supposed to be in. me and tyler are great ( Read more... )

so I REALLY need to start talking to God again and butilding my relationship with him I have tried many times and i always fail. I get frustrated. but I want to be happy, I need to be happy. so I need to start reading the bible, but everytime I do I get frustarted and at that I dont know where to begin or how to start....CAN SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME

I havent been on here in forever! how are you guys doing?! I am great1 me and tyler have been together a months and a week 2morrow! Yay! school has been ok, i mean i could always do better. Friends....come and go..... wow i mean i kinda miss this thing! lol just kidding! but anywho just thought i would let ya`ll know i am still alive!

everything in life seems like it has come or is coming crashing down around you?everything goes wrong, and nothing ever seems like it will go right. Your only emotion, sadness, you stop breathing at times becuase things get just to much for yout lungs to handle, your biggest fear is what will happen when it all does finally fall down? your heart ( Read more... )

OK i have been so moody lately it is not even funny. Anything and everything some one says I take it to heart and I get upset over it. GRR! and i swear today was make amber feel like crap day because everytime anyone said anything, it made me feel bad. So I have come to realization that I am not gonna make and keep my New Year`s resolution. I am ( Read more... )

OK so I have to get this out or it will eat me alive ( Read more... )

we lost all the games tonight

Ohk just let me go ahead and get this over with. To my friends: if I am with Tyler and I ignore you I am sorry. No I am not meaning to. I am trying to balance both of ya`ll and sometimes it just does not work. It is impossible to try and fit both of you in at the same time without hurting someone, but I am trying my best and doing the best I can so ( Read more... )

How much you've changed ( Read more... )

Happy New Year`s guys!

Be safe! and have fun!