i made a new journal
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so my pappy has been really sick and i just found out he may only have a few more days to live, if that long. i was supposed to work tomorrow, but i managed to get off to so i can go see pappy. i just went and listened to the music on his myspace page (www.myspace.com/justpappy) and it just made me cry. he's the closest thing i've ever had to ( Read more... )

i know most of you probably don't care, but i really love the show.

if you don't want to see it go off the air, help save it:

http://www.fox.com/oc/savetheoc/

thnx.

i just got finished reading some of my old entries...man i've changed a lot ( Read more... )

So i've come to realize that I'm very predictable to my close friends.
Mary can apparently figure out what's going on with me before i even do. crazy.

I wish it was easier to make decisions, but nothing in life is easy.

new year's is right around the corner and as it stands now, i will have no one to kiss at midnight :[

no different.

i am absolutely ( Read more... )

what you don't realize is....if you'd learn to stop lying and cut the crap, i'd still want to be your friend. and so would many other people.

what you don't understand is....i still want to be able to be there for you when you need someone.  you know i was always there through all the hard times.  do you really want to throw that away.

you say that ( Read more... )

how does he always manage to make me feel so safe and wonderful in his arms, but at the same time, so confused and lost?

i really like love him.

and this feeling continues to change me.

what the hell  has he done to me?

what kind of spell has he put on me?

i hate this.

i just wish i could get inside his head.

all i want  to do is understand.

i can't get ( Read more... )

[Sunday
July 2nd, 2006]

1) Bold what is true about you.
2) Italicize what you wish was true about you.
3) Add one true thing about you to the end of the list.
4) Tag five LJ friends.

* I have long hair.
* I love to play video games.
* I have at least one sibling.
* I miss somebody right now.
* I don't watch much TV these days.
* I curse sometimes. ( Read more... )

1- You can only say yes or no ( Read more... )

so life has been a little crazy, but great! i'm quitting a job that i've had for about 6 days now b/c i very strongly dislike the manager and she's doing illegal things, so i'm going to turn her into corporate. sorry, but if no one else will have anything done about her, i will. i don't want anyone else to get screwed over. and i'm not worried b/c ( Read more... )