They say that with the holidays, you should recognize and appreciate the things you have to be thankful for. In the last two months, I've realized that sometimes I'm an idiot. Well, a lot of times I'm an idiot. I've realized that the past five years, while I was happy at times and alone some times, have completely been in vain. I spent the last ( Read more... )

There is so much to write about, and yet, I don't really know where to start. I'm driving a big, huge, yes, redneck truck that I absolutely LOVE! I know that I have always denied being a redneck, and I will continue to do so. But, if being a redneck means i get to drive around, cocky and full of myself, then I'll take it ( Read more... )

So, in the last few weeks, life certainly has changed for me. I've started a new job, working at Masterbrand Cabinets in Huntingburg. FOr once, I feel like I'm in the right place at the right time. They are bringing down a plant from Canada, and I'm one of the lead people, organinzing the door department. Perhaps it is from my always taking on more ( Read more... )

I have to say, this was definitely a birthday to remember. First off, I went out with my Bitches (LOL, Sarah and Ashley.) We haven't been together since high school. It started out with us at Jillians, but Ashley and Sarah weren't really feeling that, so after dinner, we sprinted over to the real party, at Fast Eddy's. Ok, to be honest, I'm a ( Read more... )

When she's my mom. I have so much just bursting to get out of me, sorry if I don't make sense. I think that the impossible has just happend. I think that I have outgrown my mom. First, for those who know our relationship, rocky is a good vocab word to describe it. However, tonight I have finally realized that my mom is, in every sense of the word, ( Read more... )

Well, the store opens today. I'm due for work in about an hour and a half. I didn't have to work today at the Abbey, but I have to be up there at 4:30 in the morning. And, it's straight to work again at 1, which is as soon as I get off work at the Abbey. Man, it sucks to be me right now ( Read more... )

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There is a specific person out there that, as of right now, thinks that i am the biggest quitter that ever lived. This is because I left school for the semester...so, in a way, I guess he is right. However, if what feels like the right thing is wrong, then how do you know what the right thing to do is? You see, I haven't been happy at school since ( Read more... )

Below is a picture with the title Beautiful Women. I know that I am chubby, but most of the time, I feel beautiful. If this (below) is what it takes to truly be beautiful, I hope that I never am....


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I haven't written in a while, so I figured that I should go ahead and do so. I have survived the first week of school and while I am still not looking forward to it, I am not dying. I absolutely adore all of my roommates, who are all really sweet and make me feel at home. However, I feel as if there is a tension running beneath it all and I can't ( Read more... )