One step for life lessons, one giant leap for stupidity. I did something that I never do and I am now suffering the consequences; three months deep and six months to soldier through. Stupid, stupid girl. Alas if I am truly alive mistakes are bound to be made. However this entry is not about the night of january 22, it is more about nothingness- in ( Read more... )

even though the fruit has rotted and fallen from the tree I can't help but find it alluring.

I fear:
that i will never find fulfillment
disconnect

sometimes I cannot stop myself from making gross exaggerations.

She awoke in darkness and her memories deceive her. She craved a liquid, something to cleanse the dry paste from her mouth. She fumbled her arms about her sides in hopes of making contact with an antidote; Jack grazed her finger tips. His cool glass neck a welcomed familiarity. He warmed her belly but not her heart. Her memories were now fading ( Read more... )

I can't get these impervious thoughts out of my mind. My mental auto pilot is malfunctioning. i just need a break from these unproductive situations and impossible scenarios. There is no such thing as what i am looking for. I require a modern pioneer for my mind's Voyage. I want what i want, and i want it so badly, but i can't see far enough ( Read more... )

Random night yesterday that started past one. Interestingly pleasant, but not quite as enticing as i imagined. from the first endeavorer to the most recent adventure. not fall out boy but fall back girl ( Read more... )

Hayley comes to town tomorrow. I'm excited ( Read more... )

everything is indeed a learning experience ( Read more... )

reconnecting with Traci has been extremely nice.

that is all.

so i am going to get a new live journal. along with a new screen name. i have had the same screen name since the eith-grade. it is time.

they will both be:

passingthepilot

add me and I will add you back.

It's been this long and I don't even have anything worth saying ( Read more... )