i can't believe this.
i've known it all along, though.

i live a meaningless and aimless life ( Read more... )

things have been relatively peaceful, in a quietly productive way. my substance life seems to not contain a great deal externally but that is fine, because there is a lot that goes on in my head. i have been reading and cleaning my room and practicing harp and piano. i have also been trying to take myself out of this life here, very slowly and ( Read more... )

bowl of oranges ( Read more... )

kate and i were stessed from midterms uj (that ewa kate at her evil plan work0 spo we got drunk and made vodka smoothies YUM... so we are listening to a halloween CD and startling and crappy pop unk

yeah alright

<3kate and eva

why do we keep shrieking,
when we mean soft things?
we should be whispering all the time...

the magnetic fields
100,000 fireflies

i will never again write any sort of memoir, or story. the untapped destruction and power that lies silent, only waiting to be created, would not only destroy everybody and everything; it would destroy me ( Read more... )

i finished my story.
my god.

and it's only one little part of it all.

i bought the heart is a lonely hunter today. i will start that tomorrow. i also plan on watching amelie, and eating ice cream.

i still can't believe i finished this goddamn story.

goodnight.

eva

wow, two weeks have gone by and i haven't written. time goes by at a seemingly rapid pace, and it's frightening. i won't bother recapping. there's too much ( Read more... )

went snowboarding yesterday, and the feeling was really nice being the first one down a freshly plowed slope, cause we got there pretty early. i'm starting to do jumps which is cool ( Read more... )