i thought i would be trendy like all the cool kids out there, and write a little bit in here for once, say hi. i don't miss writing in here, and actually now that i don't prostitute my thoughts for the whole world to see i feel more safeguarded and whole. i don't really want random online people to know me anyway. my life is really starting to fall ( Read more... )

if you walk away, i’ll walk away ( Read more... )

long time since i've written in here ( Read more... )

in the laze of an empty afternoon, it's all happening too soon ( Read more... )

today is one of those days where i just want to jettison all of the bullshit in my life, and replace it with cool bullshit. this is in terms of dress/music/lifestyle ( Read more... )

wow, i haven't written in awhile.
i also have not been reading as much as i would like to. it's all school and more school these days. i would go on about how that's not necessarily negative, but i think that's all i ever write about in here these days, when i do write.

( a couple saturdays ago )

for once in my life, there is a deep underlying happiness that is so beautiful and simple that i no longer feel the need to cover up with overanalytical, intense, dramatic substance. it has not come suddenly, but it is here and permanent unless i want it to go away, which i don't. it's the opposite of a vicious circle ( Read more... )

alright ( Read more... )

things are changing, in a very structured and functional way. for awhile it was tumultous in its transition and i felt like i was losing people, and an in some ways i have lost somebody. i get very forlorn when i think about it, but the further i get away from it the less i can be upset, and the more i put myself into the wholesome environment that ( Read more... )

i'm in love with the world through the eyes of a girl
who's still around the morning after