okay.like i just got off the phone with andrew. who im not supposed to call...and our friend toms gramma passed away the other day but instead of andrew going to her wake today for a little bit hes going to get his tattoo done and go 2m.like seriously how fucking selfish is this kid?my mom has been in the hospital since tuesday and hes seen her one ( Read more... )

yay im back! my computer is fixed if dell wasnt a shitty computer company it woulda been done alot sooner

agh im done with school but theyr effed up my schedule for next sem. and im def not in the mood to be taking a night clinical but eh idk yet ill have to see. i got a job at my school! its a-ok no weekends

i find this funny.i dont know why.well ( Read more... )

is this all ( Read more... )

im alive hahaha ( Read more... )

im sad
again
like life is so ....rainy
i read a thing in marys myspace.i literally cried.cried real tears.she mentioned something like finding love that calls your name in the pouring rain...many ppl might not get that.but i do.and i also know ill never get that from andrew.no rainy name calling.none of it.why? hes as stubborn as me
id chase him in the ( Read more... )

okay so like everything sucks and i hate you

this verse is how im feeling.
I know when he's been on your mind
That distant look is in your eyes
I thought with time you'd realize it's over, over
It's not the way I choose to live
And something somewhere's gotta give
As sharing in this relationship gets older, older

You know I'd fight for you but how could I ( Read more... )

plagued by nightmares all night...again ( Read more... )

how hard is it to find a fucking job?

Very hard. :(
i swear i wish that guy from CVS would pull the stick out of his ass
Mr.Boss-guy : would you be available to work from 5-9?
Me : yes that would be fine
Mr.Boss-guy: what are your hours of availability?
Me: Any day after 3 and flexible weekends
Mr.Boss-guy: im sorry your not available enough

WHAT>!!! so ( Read more... )

so im thinking my A&P lab practical went ok and the actual written exam i think went very very well.idk im like getting a little better at it. It was basically all of the bones and tissues and joints i did today.idk its easy kinda lol ( Read more... )

and when i feel the love is dead...im lovin angels instead

ugh.i swear this relationship is going to 
A) cause me to have a nervous breakdown
B)be the death of me
C)cause me to forsake 2 years
D)all of the above
the correct answer is D

i have no idea how i am supposed to be every girl all balled into one.(im taking the midnight train going anywhere) he ( Read more... )