This is why I'm a masochist

Mar 10, 2009 00:47

I look up old boyfriends on myspace, just to see what they are doing ( Read more... )

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Topic swerve slutdiary March 10 2009, 16:31:41 UTC
Heya..

How goes the smoking thing?

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riding the topic swerve wave willo March 10 2009, 20:45:55 UTC
I was just wondering the same as slutdiary. How goes things on transforming your persona into that of a nonsmoker's?

How does this sound, Em -- if you would like to set up goals and work towards rewards, I'd be happy to don my Top persona and set up play dates. I'm sure we can come up with some privacy somewhere; I noticed that perk when I mentioned a flogger. ;)

I think a great reward of reaching no cigs would be going to the centre for a public scene; I have the tools to make it a fun evening.

There has always been something in you that brings out the Training Miss in me. I often daydream of what it would have been like to bring you into the household back when you were with M. You make a lovely pet, m'dear. :)

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So, when do you become a stalker? deadboy2 March 11 2009, 03:04:25 UTC
Where do you draw the line before avid interest and actually stalking em?

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Re: So, when do you become a stalker? ambivalency March 11 2009, 07:51:13 UTC
Well, stalking implies some sort of intent. I don't want to be anywhere near them, want them to know I'm looking at them, or leave any sort of note saying that "Hey I looked at your profile today".

In fact, for some of them, if I saw them on the street I'd turn around and run.

I think stalking would be posting their information and clamouring about the crap they pulled and inciting others to terrorize them, or leaving comments on their pages, or any other overt act that isn't available to anyone else on the net.

I'm not a stalker. Unless you WANT to be stalked. (then I attack with a squirt gun!)

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ialdabaoth March 11 2009, 21:57:35 UTC
I don't know that there is such thing as "fault". Relationships are messy. People are confused. People do things they don't understand, or do things that they believe will have one set of consequences, and then discover actually have another.

We all do our best.

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ambivalency March 11 2009, 22:02:42 UTC
I believe this is true 99.99999% of the time.

There ARE assholes out there who want nothing more than to satisfy THEIR needs at the cost of others. These people do this with FULL knowledge of what they are doing.

But there are many, many, more people out there who don't know what they are doing is damaging, who don't know that their actions have severe negative consequences. That's life, that's learning, and hopefully these men have looked back and said "you know, what I did was wrong. I will strive to not do those things in the future."

It's the only way I sleep at night.

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ialdabaoth March 11 2009, 23:11:21 UTC
I know I have.

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ambivalency March 12 2009, 08:15:22 UTC
You're one of the good ones, Brent. You learn. You adapt (as much as you can). You analyze a situation or person. I've always respected that of you. I mean this with all the sincerity in the world.

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Your a bit far away to hit me with a squirt gun. deadboy2 March 12 2009, 18:48:49 UTC
Unless you jury rig a tank to shoot water baloon rounds or reporgram a cruise missle with a wet spongy payload. :P

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