I no longer remember the password to this account. It's stored in my Firefox cache, but Firefox has ceased to be stable on this machine, so I'm unlikely to continue using LiveJournal unless I can remember it.

It is never my intention to destroy those relationships that I most care about, but I do seem spectacularly good at it ( Read more... )

You threw my keys in the water, you looked back ( Read more... )

Jerusalem - Secretary of State Hillary Clinton has issued an unprecedented statement clarifying President Barack Obama’s demands for Israel to stop expanding Jewish communities in areas it acquired following the 1967 Six-Day War, including Jerusalem ( Read more... )

I no longer have a phone, so if anyone wishes to contact me, it'll need to be via e-mail or gmail chat ( Read more... )

Wow, recurring nightmares suck. I have had the same damned nightmare almost every night for nearly a year, no matter what I do to "move on". I'm so fucking tired of not being able to let shit go. I need to just let shit go. What the fuck is wrong with me that I can't just let shit go? People who can't let shit go suck.

That is all.

I'm oscillating rapidly between panic attacks and violent, uncontrollable rages. I'm sobbing, throwing up, then trying to pick fights with my roommates. I seem to have a complete lack of self-control over my behavior, except in very short bursts. Other than that, it feels like I'm watching an in-game cutscene.

To anyone who still reads, and is local ( Read more... )

Update: Car has been towed, and phone has been disconnected. I'm slipping further down the treadmill, so don't be offended if I'm even less reachable lately.

Update: Car's back; phone's still out.

My phone is not working properly - I can't seem to send or receive text messages, and any calls drop straight to voicemail.

Also, someone appears to have taken over and changed the password on my gmail account.

For now, my bdill account at asu.edu (also a gmail account) is probably the best way to get ahold of me.