Should I just kill this journal? I've been trying to keep a policy of "only post things that are positive", lately... hence the lack of posts. All I ever do on this thing is act like some whiny little emo boy. Fuck, all I do in general is act like some whiny little emo boy ( Read more... )

Can anyone please explain the process of replacing 'external validation' with 'internal validation'?

I mean a real process, steps that I can follow that will cause me to feel happy regardless of what people say or do to me.

Well, having a new roommate should keep me with a roof over my head until the end of October, at least.

In other news, Cera's cat is now out of food.

There we go. I've created a study group for my Physics class. I've met a few people at the local Anime club. I am totally, entirely on top of my homework. I have a 6-hour/week, $15/hour job posing nude for art classes ( Read more... )

1. Volunteering to head a team in a class discussion is a bad idea when the other students get to pick which team they'll be on - a class of 120 students split into 10 teams, and the split was 13 / 14 / 12 / 14 / 11 / 17 / 12 / 12 / 11 / 4. It's just like being picked last for dodgeball ( Read more... )

I have so much that I should be happy or excited about, and all it does is make me feel worse ( Read more... )

When am I supposed to stop missing things after they're gone?

I want to tell you all about someone ( Read more... )

I hate being reminded of the depths of my patheticness.

I'm so sick of this shit.

Yes, I'm a pathetic emo-boy. If you want to bitch at me about it, drive down here and put a fucking bullet in me instead. I'll even pay for the goddamn ticket.

How the hell did I fuck it up this badly?