i just got back from the hospital... i got there right when alice was going into surgery, so she was really drugged. we had to wait in the hallway for one of the doctors to get keys to the operating room, and alice was saying "this is some good shit!" later, at the nurses station, sheryl and i were talking to the nurse and the nurse told us that ( Read more... )

we learned new french today: baiser. if you don't what that means, you can go baiser yourself. oh, it's gonna plué alright.

time to study some massive history. and biology. oh, and math. hell, might was well prepare for french a little while i'm at it.

maybe it's just a joke and i'm just being stupid.

i think people read me wrong entirely. but, it probably doesn't matter. i can't do something right if you don't fucking tell me how. and even though i feel lethargic towards most things right now, i do make some efforts, towards the things i care about. maybe i need to get some study skills. i know the book, i know what i have. it's what i need ( Read more... )

i just dreamed that i had a baby, and my sister, mom and i were driving across the country so they could leave me and the baby. and everyone was "disappointed" in me and whenever i would make eye contact with someone, they would give me that "oh, sorry honey" look.

my sister is out of town, probably 'drinkin and smokin in the back of an el camino'.. but i'm not that much better ( Read more... )

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last night at horse judging, it was only me and nicole. we definitely got cussed out and.. my self esteem just sky rocketed. a direct quote from last night would be: "god dammit you guys, why don't you see this!?" and.. we might not even go to columbus because we suck so badly. it completed a bad day ( Read more... )

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today was supposed to be a "no homework night," but because i was absent yesterday, i have homework. and teachers gave us homework anyways ( Read more... )