I.... drank a bottle of wine to my dome. And I'm hoping that I'll see the meteor shower from my porch, between the avocado branches. I went for a walk, but it was craaaazy. So windy and rain blowing directly into your eye balls, which makes it hard to look into the sky. Kevin passed out. Typical. He thinks there's something wrong with me because I ( Read more... )

My nose is running. When the hell did that happen? This is the 3rd ailment in the past 30 days. All of this since I quit smoking cigarettes. I thought I was doing that to make myself healthier ( Read more... )

After a week of being cooped up in my house with 100+ fever, I'm finally starting to feel better. Fuck my kidneys. And fuck my car. I want to go into town. I want to go to Kihei. I want to go places other than Makawao and Paia.

The mere ABILITY to go somewhere would be nice.

I've been re-reading Island of the Blue Dolphins. It's a kid's book, but I still enjoy it. It feels right reading it here on this island, surrounded by beautiful and fierce nature. As I was reading on the porch, I realized we have a rat living in our avocado tree. I caught a glimpse of it earilier this week, but wasn't sure if it was a rat. He ( Read more... )

All of my friends from elementary school in Los Osos are having babies.... what the fuck?

Also, Today is a Bad day.

I spend so much time by myself these days, and sometimes it still feels like I'm by myself when Kevin is home. Sometimes in a bad way, but most times just because we've grown so used to each others presence ( Read more... )

I suddenly had an urge to write. I thought to myself, 'You haven't written in quite a long time. That's strange for you. What are you doing with your life?' It could be because of all the books I've been reading lately. I've been raiding the Makawao Library every 2-3 weeks and stocking up on 4-6 books each time. Me, my dad, and Kevin all look ( Read more... )

I was hanging out at Paia Bay yesterday with all the homeless hippies. They were packing bowls, buying beer, never passing me by. Frank says it's only because I have boobs, and I retorted back with, "So you don't enjoy my intellect?", and he said, "No complain. If you didn't have boobs, you'd be making the beer runs with those long legs of yours." ( Read more... )

9 days till I leave for my 6-day SLO adventure. I have 5 tests to do. That's a little scary to think about. I'm supposed to be studying right now, but I'm having issues with studying in such an uncomfortable chair. My back wants to split in 2 and die. As a massage therapist, as soon as I have money of my own, I will buy an amazing studying chair ( Read more... )

So much has happened. Matt is here, but hopefully for not too much longer. He's a handful. And a headache. Kevin's birthday came and went. Kevin's dad came and went. My dad and Charley came and went. But my dad left me with a very widened perspective of family. We smoked bud together, and he only gave me one lecture on smoking cigarettes. We've ( Read more... )