Stop trying to sell me shit everywhere I go. It's tiring ( Read more... )

Barf ( Read more... )

Last night I got into an argument of epic proportions with someone I almost never expected to. Harsh, cutting words were thrown around, I cried, but then got over it and strengthened my resolve to logically spell out why the argument was happening, and needed to happen. I felt like I was 23 again (a tumultuous year in my life) and I immediately ( Read more... )

Once upon a time, it was assumed everyone’s retirement would be taken care of by social security or their job’s pension plan. These days it’s becoming apparent that the task of saving for retirement. The reasons range from a change in population, to an increase in jobs during the average career-span. There are lots of options Is something I ( Read more... )

So I'm basically sitting here gnawing on a renegade cuticle for about six minutes staring at the cursor blink, and it led me down windy path of random thoughts and it all whittled down to this: while trying to suppress and destroy all of the negative, bat-shit-crazy...ness that was a very large and cancerous part of my personality and life, that I' ( Read more... )

I've missed it! *hugs LJ* There literally hasn't been a single day since my last post that I didn't think of writing, but I didn't for some reason. I never thought it would be possible for me to have too much to say. Actually right now I'm struggling to come up with words to fill this box ( Read more... )

...why I should back away from this ledge.

I'm alive. I've graduated. A few more classes to go, sadly. I'm not quite prepared for the Seven...maybe in a few weeks ( Read more... )

I feel so ridiculously alone right now. I just feel like screaming. Screaming screaming screaming at the top of my lungs. I need this feeling to go away. I hate myself. Everything makes me want to fucking die. Everything just reminds me of how alone I am. Everything drives me to the point of tears. Everything just hurts. I just...

I think I may just end up going out for breakfast this morning by myself. I guess I'm alright with that lol ( Read more... )