yeah... venting time. i dont even know what im upset about this time. as usual its boys. sometimes i wish there wasnt' such a thing. they just... always seem to know just how to let me down. like tonight. michael. when i said yesterday that "we should hang out" he totally agreed... however, tonight when i actually do call him and leave a voicemail ( Read more... )

funny how i now love to write in this thing ( Read more... )

im so tired of those people i hold closely.. those people i cherish the most... those people who are supposed to be the ones that protect me... hurting me. being mean to me. getting mad at me. and doing things that make me sad... first brock... now samantha... they don't seem to realize that i have feelings... and they just lie to me. they might ( Read more... )

so basically.... im tired of finding the wrong guy. everytime i fall for a guy. he ends up being a total jerk. and i can never seem to like the ones that i should be liking. i should liek brock. or dink. or someone thats a good guy. but of course, i have to fall for zach. and then he has to go and like one of my best friends. why does trisha get ( Read more... )

I don't know why i wrote that as my title but who really looks at titles anyways.... well i'm really hyper right now but i don't know why. i went to work and it was really sad bc the whole day i had to see all these guys buying all their girlfriends gifts for valentines day and i was thinking, i don't have anybody to buy me gifts. valentines sucks ( Read more... )

well after the last entry i thought that i could lighten up the mood a little bit. this morning everybody woke up to ice everywhere! i wish it had snowed but no it had to ice, and on a darn saturday! uhhh, we don't get snow, we get ice but its on a saturday, how lame could the weather be? but anyways i had to work last night with jon and we just ( Read more... )

wow i never thought so mush could happen in one week! me and sam found out we won the science fair, well we actually found that out last week i think, but anyways... we found out that ashley, a friend of mine that has cancer is doing really bad, and we've known her since we have been in kindergarten or something like that. we also found out that ( Read more... )

just to let ya'll know it is ok to leave a comment or two on my entries. you know you want to!it would be greatly appreciated and by the way- i have 5 months and 20 more days till my b-day!

always and forever,
amber

hello there whoever is reading this! well right now my life is going pretty good its not too shabby! schools not too bad i don't like anyone right now except for this guy i kinda met at southern pit but a girl i know and a guy i know screwed that up for me but maybe not. since my last entry i've had my first concussion! not really a good thing to ( Read more... )

wow, its been awhile. its a new year and i have all these new feelings and even i dont understand, hence the confused emotion. we went to voice to the nations and did our dramas and wesley was there, wesley. lets refer back to that day at josh's... i was sitting on the bed and playing with his hair i didn't really think anything about it but now ( Read more... )