So I've done a lot of thinking in the last couple of weeks. Of course nothing is going to be easy, why would that happen. And of course things are going to be up and down all the time. I honestly believe that things are planned out to be a certain way at a certain time. Yes, I'm refering to fate. Everyone needs a little faith or something to pick ( Read more... )

tonight was definetly better <3

Long day. Pretty shitty. Four hours of sleep. Woke up late. Called 15 newspapers. 6 answered. Sat at a computer for three hours. Made a logo that didn't get used. Went to school. Changed my spanish class. Found out I took two classes I didn't need. Now I'm short 7 credits to graduate. Now I have to take two more communications classes and two lab ( Read more... )

It's another one of those days. Those days where my emotion go from extreme high to extreme low. I'm not sure why this happens but I have been this way a lot lately. I just cleaned up my room and decided that I'm too neat. College will be a good thing and a bad thing. Might I add that I wish I was/did leaving/leave because it's my time. You know ( Read more... )

Wow, its been awhile since I've written. The weather is changing and I'm so excited. I love this time of year and all the good things that follow. I love scarfs and cuddling and football games and watching the leaves change and making fires and drinking hot chocolate. Its the best feeling in the world and you know that everything is going to be ok ( Read more... )

So here goes. I've had the most awful week and it's only Tuesday (almost Wednesday). So this weekend was long and eventful and I loved every second of it but I was completely exhausted. I ended up going to bed at 1030 on Sunday night because I just couldn't take it anymore ( Read more... )

*Sigh* Here I go again. Im writing in here to describe what has happened in the last few days and hope to maybe figure out why I feel this way. I guess I'll start off by saying that I hate myself for not being able to get on this schedule. Between school, work, working out, my social life, and just relaxing.. nothing seems to work for me. I just ( Read more... )

Hello again. I guess I should start venting as to see school has begun and my life is still a world wind of nonsense and ridiculous stupid shit. I just don't know what is wrong with me but I guess I'll never figure that out. I'm kind of tired of everything and just want it all to go away. But we all know that can't happen. Why would it? That would ( Read more... )

So I've decided to write in a journal. Maybe it will help me organize my thoughts and abilites to remember things better. I don't know. I guess xanga is beat so whatever. This will have to do. I'm currently very bored because no one is around. I hate that feeling. I hate the feeling of being absolutely alone and no one out there to understand why. ( Read more... )