It's calming that such simple things can make me relieved. At least it's good to know that. my teacher has answered and said the title for my diploma work (?) is okay :) Now I maybe I can even hand it in in time.
Anyway, I'm down (under the weather, hehe, though I haven't killed anyone^^ won't understand the reference).

I don't know what happened ( Read more... )

To begin with, it surely was a how to put it, interesting experience. By the way, it may sound this's gonna be a long report but 1 I can never write much, 2 probably I get bored in the middle and 3 I always run out of ideas while writing... very efficient, indeed.

So we got there at about 4, it was supposed to start at 7 but we were only let inside ( Read more... )

I've totally forgotten about this. That's not exactly true, but whatever. When I had the time, I wrote somewhere else. Here I want to think about what I post. It's getting late, I don't function that well. Oh, and now I've used mozilla, it can be re-searchable. Anyway, just to prove to myself that it still has some sense having this journal. There ( Read more... )

I totally forgot that the life you've had makes you what you are, or does it? I don't know... I've never looked at people thinking that they've had their own past I don't know anything about.... It makes me feel uneasy, I've been left out of so many things. I only know about the 'whole' life of maybe one person? No, that's stupid, I don't vene know ( Read more... )

Somehow... My neck has been swollen for two days... and I've got really scared of what it could be. Uhhh.

In the morning, when I planned to write but didn't, I still had something to say... or so I thought. I'm tired of everything; this shit of nonstop worrying. Why the hell? It has no purpose, things won't get any better if I'm concerned about ( Read more... )

I don't know how to begin. In fact, I don't even need to begin. I'm still stuck.

Besides my usual obsessive concerns, now other things have come up. I've never talked about love. anywhere before. Most probably because I've never had much to do with it in the first place. Okay, that's so obvious he loves me. Maybe even too much. But the problem is I ( Read more... )

I've read what I wrote here yesterday and it's awful. Judging buy that I'm a person I would certainly stay away from. It's too conceited and pschycotic. But that's what I meant by lieing. Sometimes I just feel I have to say certain things out loud, not that I really think so... probably I want reaction or argument from others. It's always more ( Read more... )

Okay, I'm just doing this. There are more reasons that I've opened this. I want to be able to be sincere (without the fear that someone who knows me'll find out 'strange' things about me), to lie (well, I'm doing that most of the time, anyway... just joking, perhaps) and it crossed my mind too to create an alternate personality. I didn't think ( Read more... )