What really defines the purpose behind our gratitute and sense of contempt ( Read more... )

I accomplished more in the last 6 hours than I have in the past two weeks. I'm not kidding. Fuck yeah. I made a list of seven things and crosed them all off, in order.

I've got a few kinks to work out before I can become the person I really want to be. To move forward, I'm finding looking back and being aware of my patterns help a bunch. I'm seeing a cycle from my sophmore year...to now.. But more extreme. Time can be so good and bad.

If I am consciously aware of the things that need tending, I can logically make a point to correct them, and the unconscious should follow suit.

I see why mainstream artist are judged by the underground ones. It's so badass to have a different taste in tunes. This new shit I've been finding is awesome. You actually feel different when you listen to it and you don't feel like your listening to the same three lines repeated unless you want to jam out to the other end of the spectrum. Even ( Read more... )

k. Lets just not read the last post and this in the same sitting. Time and change are both wonderful as cruel. i think love puts you in this haze. it's incredible at times... the way we adapt to one another and love every second of it. and how its a daily test, that anniversary dates grade and score as its quality. nostalgic almost ( Read more... )

every year there are those numbers that stick in your head with anticipation. for me they start 25,29,14,and most recently 22. the numbers with expectations. the digits that sometimes end unhappily ever after and cause a rejustification of motives and actions. it is funny though. this year is different. there has been so many times in the past ( Read more... )

I decided to sell books door to door this summer. Every morning I wake up at six and leave the house by 6:15. Go eat breakfast and start knocking on doors at 7:45. Work until around 10:00 at night. During the day I talk to over thirty moms about helping with their children's education by use of our products. Some buy, most do not. Six days a ( Read more... )

And then there was this dilemma...as to how my summer must play out ( Read more... )

You know when it feels good to breathe? It is kind of like that now. My apartment smells the same way as it did when we first moved in. The first two months of fall were my favorite. Floating in every sense. Mostly by pool, my mind not far behind. My skin reeks of coconut and I had one of the best spring vacations I have experienced. Everything ( Read more... )