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I stared for a moment at your photograph
Wondering where you had gone...
I stared for a long time at myself in the mirror
Wondering if I was the reason you had left.

So I set off on a search for you,
Checking every spot we once knew.
I should have known you wouldn't be there.
I should have known because you just don't care.

But your eyes hold me
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I can see a light not too far ahead of me.
I can feel a breeze brush up against my skin.
Oh, please... Can you reach out to find me?
Oh, please... Can you reach out to find my soul?

I tried to let go.
I tried to forget.
I even tried to forgive.
What's left for me to do?

If I let myself collide into the walls of the truth,
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I wish that I could tell you
All the things that go through my head.
I wish that I could show you
All the things that I'd like to do...

But I'm finding myself slipping away...
And I find myself fading back into the shadows.
That's my hiding place, no one enters there.
No one seems to know where to search for me.

You give me so many reasons to run,
Yet so ( Read more... )

 
     I'm beginning to find it a little bit funny how you can go from being really good friends with someone to suddenly being nothing more an an acquaintance to that person and vice versa. 
     I've started to think about some weird things lately. The main thing was friends. Okay, so thinking about friends isn't exactly weird, but when you think ( Read more... )

All of these feelings that I have
And all of these emotions that stretch far beyond...
They begin to bring me down,
They're nothing more than weight on my shoulders.

Every time I hear your name,
I start to remember everything.
I begin to think and wonder why...
"How could I...?"

We used to laugh.
We used to smile.
We used to blush.
We used to love.

Even if ( Read more... )

It has been quite some time since I have updated, even the slightest little bit. In fact, the last update I had was about me being pregnant and being eager to find out the sex of the baby. Well, it's a girl! Okay, so that's obvious now since she's actually 9 months old! Her name is Mikayla Anilee. She's amazing. She weighed in at 6lbs even, ( Read more... )

Spin me around.
Spin me till we both fall.
Time has a sound...
A faint ticking we can almost not hear.

Look at the clock.
Look at the hands.
Look at those numbers...

Where has it all gone?

I can hear a ticking,

But time has frozen for now...
When will it start again?

Where are all the signs?

Spin me around.
Spin me as fast as you can.

Spin me till we both fall ( Read more... )

I knew that someday
I would have to let go.
I knew that somehow
I would have to forget...
No matter what it took,
I had to make it happen...
But part of me just refused...

So, I held you close to me.
I refused to let go of everything.
And I held you close to me...
I didn't realize what I was doing.
I was causing suffocation.

Too much has been written on the ( Read more... )

Yesterday,
I had my hopes.
Yesterday,
I had my dreams.

Now yesterday seems so far away.
I've forgotten everything.

Yesterday,
It seemed like I had the world in the palms of my hands.
Yesterday,
It seemed like I had known everything.

Yesterday.
Yesterday.
Yesterday...

I knew from the very moment I saw you...
That you would crush my everything I had.
I knew from ( Read more... )