I FORGOT ABOUT LIVEJOUnal! i feel like updating. well...fuckface eric follows moved to korea, and now i'm in the best relationship EVER!! we are going to get married. his name is dave coupe. we had an argument today but we resolved it. he doesn't agree with me on the healthcare bill but we'll still get married. FUCK OBAMA.

i don't know why i read it. it's always something i fear but would rather stay oblivious to. i want to go home. i hate this relationship. i hate him. i hate what he does to me. i hate how he makes me feel. i hate the impact he has on my self esteem. i think these are all pretty valid reasons for ending a relationship...why can't i bring myself to ( Read more... )

i am sad. he does not miss me. how do i know? because i don't really miss him. and he's just like me. what is that??

ihatelove.

ffffffffuck.

i didn't want to fall in love.

talk about terrible timing.

what the hell computer.

ouch :(

i hate not having a soul!!! seriously, no emotion.

i've spent $200 on dvd's in 2 days. i don't know how i afford to live.

well. the obligatory relationship question has already come up. geez. i wonder how long this one will last.

ughhhh. i'm not unhappy, i just want more. or a difference. i don't know what i want. i don't want the whole relationship, just the companionship part of it. yes i have friends, but when you're with someone, it's a different friendship ( Read more... )