So I wrote an entry last night getting my feelings out before I exploded, I said a lot of things I didn't want all of "the world" to know, so I deleted it today as soon as I could...but I got to it too late because Paul got questioned all day by...um...people if we were still together (which was the main subject of that entry). Like those people ( Read more... )

Thursday, Paul and I went to my doctors appointment, they took an ultrasound of the baby... he looks exactly like Paul!! Same nose and same lips. He's a lazy little spoiled brat already. He sleeps all the time and when I do something he doesn't like (like when I lay on my side and I rest my arm on my stomach) he kicks and kicks till he gets his way ( Read more... )

UGH!! hospitals suck!!! the emergency room was crowded! people stare at you!however the people there can be really nice when they see you pregnant and in pain. the nurses are rude! ugh!! then I have to lay there in this...ugly bed butt naked!! ugh!! they give me a shot that makes my heart rac and makes me start shaking all crazy like like Paul's ( Read more... )

so I'm back in El Paso, sooner than expected. I miss my mom and my doggies, but thats it. Now I need to go find a doctor and everything here in El Paso...ugh! Paul finally got to feel the baby kick and I've never seen him so happy before. silly Paul! We went to the mall this weekend and bought some baby clothes. so cute! yesterday we went to ( Read more... )

well I went to the doctor tonight, they weighed me and I gained 7 pounds in a month, not bad I guess, I still need to gain about 16 more pounds. The doctor measured my tummy and listened to the baby's heart beat. Thats a wonderful sound to hear. I don't think he likes to be seen or heard because everytime the doctor or ultra sound tech tried to ( Read more... )

well I went to the fabric store today and bought some nice but cheap fabric and I'm going to make the baby a cute little blanket and pillow, it's so great!!! I have everything I just need to really sit down and get down to work. It's so fun to be able to make things for him rather than buying them, cause I think these things will mean so much more ( Read more... )

POOPY, thats the funniest word I've ever heard, especially when you say it real fast in a high voice. POOPY!!!! lol!! thats gonna keep me laughing for a while ( Read more... )

so my mother and I got into it again today. She doesn't talk to me to see how I'm doing or appologize for what she's done, all she wants is money! she had cyndy ask for $1.50 so she could ride the bus. well I know she didn't ask for the money to actually ride the bus!! ohhhhhhhhh no! she did it so I would feel guilty for not giving her a ride and ( Read more... )

Yesterday...ugh! Thats all I can say about it! I'm tired of these buttholes up here constantly asking for rides and not wanting to give me anything in return, not even gas money! I got into a fight with my mom and it's hell right now! It was so bad I started to pack my stuff and was ready to drive back to El Paso by myself. All the baby things I've ( Read more... )