well i went and drew out some money and went shopping with my mom. I was actually excited to do so driving to the mall, but mervyns and sears is so expensive I got depressed the minute I looked at all the nice clothes in juniors and realized I couldn't get anything because it was all really expensive and too small for my growing belly. So I ( Read more... )

I see people at welfare all the time and they get so much money from the government that they don't need, they just want. It's only obvious they don't feel guilty or useless, which is so wierd because when I get money from anyone for not working or doing anything for them I feel so ashamed, and as if I don't deserve it. I want to be able to earn my ( Read more... )

I wonder how long it will take Paul to see this and realize that these people up here are finally come up to the 21st century with internet! I can finally have something to do up here rather than watch tv or take my mom places. I can't wait to move back to El Paso, I miss it soooo much!!! I never thought I would hear myself say that well actually ( Read more... )

GONE TO SANTA FE ( Read more... )

Wow last day I'm coming to any classes at Americas!! It's so exciting...yet sad in ways! I will miss a lot of people here, but some I'll be so glad to get away from. I'm moving on in life, to make something of myself. I know I will be successful in my life in many ways...lol...even if I'm stuck with a kid! Ha Ha!! Well anywayz... Life is so so ( Read more... )

I can't wait to get out of here where the teachers don't know how to teach and children love to gossip. My economics teacher lost 3 of my tests and screwed up all my grades, so I'm failing right now. Then my english teacher decides to tell us we are missing a bunch of things so I'm barely passing that class because she gives us zeros when we're ( Read more... )

Well as far as the drama goes with none other than the debate. I'm stating how I feel!! so don't print this out and use it against me! I have never had problems with Sarah and then she has the guts to come up to me and not ask me "Do you have the bracelet I showed you" or "did you accidentally keep the bracelet I had" but no she comes up to me and ( Read more... )

I'm scared!!! What if I am? why am I having all these different feelings? why haven't I eaten soup yet? UGH!!! I'm getting anxious! What happens if thats true, our lives are over!!! I'm scared!! I wanna cry! I wanna eat soup already!! UGH!!! Why have I been having these mood swings? Why am I hungry! WHY WHY WHY!!! UGH!!! Paul I love you, but I'm ( Read more... )

This brought a smile upon my face cause they are so cute, so true, and so funny!
love,
Brandy

Me and Paul got into a fight today, about...everything. I'm tired of him trying to tell me what to do and what not to do. Theres a fine line between being a good strong protective boyfriend and overprotective and overbearing and he crossed that line. I feel as if I have to answer to him for everything. I feel as if he's trying to be more of my ( Read more... )