staring down the hole again...
oh the bipolar moments. i've repeatedly spent money on myself since xmas. i should stop doing that. not like i'm broke, but i realized it was the bipolar power. i just kept convincing myself i needed those things... oh well.
( grade dispute, johns hopkins, etc. )
( grade dispute, johns hopkins, etc. )
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but maybe you are looking for faith in the wrong entity/conept. Humanity's fate is up in the air, and only God knows what will become of it. When I say God, I mean the state of existing as a whole, as a universal system of energy, and not as a single ego or being. I think many people believe God is man, which is NOT true, as man is flawed, as is everything but the Creator.
yeah... please bear with me on this... so basically, you should put your faith in God (that infinitely large system of energy in all forms), and if you are ever lost or stuck about anything, have faith that things will sort themselves out.
According to my mother's faith, I shouldn't be speaking about God in such "blasphemous" words... but no one would listen to me otherwise if I didn't try to translate her perspective of a higher being to others' perspectives... :/
Welllllllll, i hope your life is treating you well!!! its been a while since we chilled... PeAcE yo!
~Ruby!~
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