so yet again people are talking. they have an endless sea of lies but no one can say it to my face. i honestly don't understand. everyone expects me to be someone i'm not and they start mess to try and make me seem that way. i'm supposed to be this stuck-up, devious, "rich", malicious, snob that thinks to highly of himself, but i'm not. there is a ( Read more... )

i just got my pay check today, and i was pleased! i opened up a new bank account because i am cheap and didn't want to spent $5 to get it cashed. i'm almost payed-up on my loan. i almost bought a car a couple of days ago but i think it was pending a sale already. my grama had surgery on her other eye today and she's slept almost all day. she's more ( Read more... )

I'm going to be late on my payment, o well. they'll just have to get over it because i'm going off if my cell gets blown up again. i opened a new bank account yesterday because two banks are better than one. i also took my mom to fudrukkers and it was good and delicious.

my insomnia is acting up very bad and i don't like it. only horrible thoughs ( Read more... )

Off days are always happy days. i slept till about 5 today :( i'm too excited about six flags and going with my brother how much fun!!! and cookies for hanging out with Jessica later! i'm bored... and i want to kidnap someone, but i don't think i can :/  this week at work has been odd. this guy checked me hardcore then got nervious(?) because i ( Read more... )

...i am up early, or rather up late. i'm still not sleepy. i'm off tommorow, yay me! i saw my friend's babies (twins) yesterday and they were soooo cute i'm glad i got to see her and them. i bought weinersnizel for luch yesterday and ate all day at work ...but then i hadn't eaten all so yea. i can't wait till my bro's b-day i need me a good drink ( Read more... )

no, really, i have. today of all days i f-ed up big at work. why do bad things happen in groups? is that just me or is it a conspiracy? and all the built up rage, anger, confusion, ect was released. i cryed... or rather i sobbed for a solid 40 min and it took another 20 to regain my composure. at least i know that a few of the people who say they ( Read more... )

actually i lied, i understand perfectly. I was only emotional support- the one you went to when you felt no one else would listen.

you sit and bitch about how you're "giving up" on people and blahBlahblah, but you haven't a clue what you're talking about! avoiding someone for a week isn't giving up.what i'm doing now, where whichever action you ( Read more... )

I think i learned my leasson, and i just won't try anymore.

my brother, in his own demented way, is right. forget yesterday, let go of today, and move on to tomorrow. ...i have a tendancy to hold on too long, but its a habit that's slowly desolving.

"...they say i've changed, and she says i'm not the boy she used to know or love. my secret is out ( Read more... )

yesterday i cut my hair... and it look super cute
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It's funny how a certain person claims to be over the "drama" yet still spreads rumors about me.... and thats all i have to say about that

this entire week has been entirely lame. my brother's ignoring me (not really just don't see him as much). i have a nice chunk of money wadded up in my car fund and that's not including the bills my family is ( Read more... )