wow its been a while a pretty long time i just got back from vacation and i feel great six flags was a blast its now been a week in a half since ive been out of school which they should call a prison god i hate school well anyway things with matt are going good but theres i tiny little problem i have a boyfriend now no matt doesnt know but im afaid ( Read more... )

well i did nothing again my life is very boring i have no idea why your reading this well im feeling much better but still very lonely i need someone by my side today i saw the movie white chicks if you haven't seen it you must it is so funny thats about all i have to say luv you people bye

today was the worst day ever i did nothing and matt won't talk to me its not fair. you know today was his birthday and i won't even be able to say happy birthday. god shaina its only one guy i keep telling myself that but hes not just any guy hes matt, and i love matt. i miss him more than ever im scared and lonely no one can help me from this love ( Read more... )

well if you read my bio. it said i love matt well we seem to be a little more than friends but im never so sure and i always say i love him and he always says he loves me i want to be with him so bad the only problem is he lives in Texas and well....i live in California i just want to be with him so bad just kiss him and have him wrap his arms ( Read more... )