i'm now 20...happy fucking birthday to me...

stick a fork in me

i'm sorry it didn't turn out as you wanted it to. you deserve the best and i hope you find it and that you will let me share in a small piece of that no matter how hard it may be for you. don't close me out. don't hate me. hate what i did. not who i am. that is all i ask of you.

so i broke it off..i needed to..this is going to be awkward but i think it's best for me ( Read more... )

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i got a new puppy for christmas from my daddy!!

it's a chocolate brown boy weiner dog..pure bred..and i named him Dizzy...and hopefully i'm bringing him home this weekend :)

i'm so excited!!

Turn me inside out
Rip me apart
Examine every piece of me
And if you like what you see
Put me back together again
With a hot glue gun.
Maybe then I won't feel so god damn cold...

maybe it's a sign...

days like this where the wind is blowing and it's freezing outside make me crazy...

the air pierces my skin and reminds me that it does exist without being touched..and that i can still feel despite my thoughts otherwise...

then it starts to pierce my mind..and i go crazy....thinking about all the what if's? where to now's? who am i's?

the feelings inside are slowly awakening again...