Jesus or a Gun?

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Maybe this part of me hopes people would remember me, next week I turn 24. Last year nobody remembered, I had to remind people..... and I got many last minute attempts at showing kindness ( Read more... )

Sometimes, I feel like contradicting though patterns face in my mind. I think about things like love and happiness, while the thoughts of hopelessness and despair tread in the same waters. So it leads to a bizarre picture, imgaine something like a murder scene from Hannibal Lecter. The man puts a monumental effort to beautify a grizzley murder ( Read more... )

These past few weeks, have been espically hard on me. I feel like Im losing hope, like Im losing my will to live. Seems like just an instant ago I had everything I ever wanted in my life, and now Im left with absloutly nothing. I try so hard to make the most of my time, but lately I just escape to the recluse of my room. I wish I could remember ( Read more... )

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People see how Im feeling, and they feel bad for me. My head hurts, my eyes are heavy, my heart... feels blah. I feel like my conscience kills my energy, because it knows Id waste it on something foolish. Being an emotional person sometimes makes things so difficult. The rest of the world could come crashing down but so long as Im happy emotionally ( Read more... )

This is a point in my life where Im suspopse to make a decision: Do I continue to be they way I am, or do I let the depressed cynical persona rule my life? Part of me feels the world dosent deserve my romantic personality, but the though of always being sharp tongued... sounds unappealing. I'd love to find a happy meadian in all of this. I fight ( Read more... )

Damnit, sometimes I just wish I was dead. Die some sappy tragic death where the world mourns for me and everyone feels a sliver of the saddness as I'm stuck with. I do my best to keep a positive attitude, but it's a daunting task with the resources at hand. People may say oh it wasen't that long... its not about the length of time, its about how ( Read more... )