I just finished reading all of my live journal entries. I've come to three conclusions: 1)I SUCKED at spelling. 2)I was a bipolar bitch. 3)I've grown up... a lot ( Read more... )

So i feel like im going to move on to another guy. It's only because i am so confused with Eric. I don't know if he likes me or not and im afraid to ask him so i want to move on. I dont WANT to move on, i really like Eric, but this is what i do. I don't know what to do. I don't want to tell him i like him untill i hung out again but i dont ( Read more... )

So Little Shop closed on Friday. I t was the most fun i have ever had in ANY performance. I am defenetly going to miss it. I made two amazing friends from the show, T'Pring and Sherra, and i learned alot about my self, one example: Don't sing behind a wall, especially with a shitty sound system, it will make you sing flat. But like i said, ( Read more... )

I am feeling so much anger and hatered for Linden right now. It takes a lot of passion for someone to get me to hate them. Because of this, all i want to do is make out with Linden. I invited him to my house on Sunday, because evceryone is coming over and going swimming, yeah i know hes not goignto come, but damn it i just wanna make out with ( Read more... )

I am like dizzy and feel sick. It's because i'm thinking about a lot of things ( Read more... )

Well i was very surprised. It happaned. Stacey, Eric, and I went to the movies. We went and saw Posidon. Honestly i didn't think it was going to happan. I just kept telling my self something was going to goall wrong...tonight was so much fun. It was weird or anything. Everything was so chill and normal and confortable and that made me happy ( Read more... )

Linden doesn't like me. Not because i did something to him, but because he is competing with me. I am very intuitive, i know, i can feel it, especially since they are feelings that involve me. I remember last night at Denny's when i started to dance around and got really crazy and all the attention was on me, im not an attention whore and i didn ( Read more... )

I finally got the message. "Can we do it an other night?" It's not like he had some lame brain exscuse for it, he doesn't want to be an hour late to his friends birthday party, i understand. I can tell he was honest about it. I told him to let me know about a good day, but this is my last5 free weekend, except for Sundays, for three weeks. I ( Read more... )

So tonight Jamie, Kara, and I went to a cute little cafe at UCSD and saw some guys play and listened to music and i started to get "flashes" of the future. It was amazing, turns out a guy playing there was on my myspace friends list, and one song just stood out to me and it was all by coicidence that we went...i don't believe in couincidences, so ( Read more... )

Yeah i passed my test, i only missed four, cool cool. Now i am legal, all i need is a car, and my twelve months to be up ( Read more... )