Day in and day out I grow more attached to the empty feeling in the pit of my stomach ( Read more... )

I ventured to Rilo Kiley last night with my two best friends, Jennifer, and Liz. All was extremely well, save for the fact that halfway through, while listening to the Country time lemonade man sing, I got this gut feeling that I should have resigned from this night before it happened. I looked at Jennifer, and how much she was holding back emotion ( Read more... )

fuck life without her....

Well it has been another 2 months since my last post ( Read more... )

It has been a good two months since my last post, I do not even know why but I have not had the energy to bring myself to sit down and rattle on about my life. And suprisingly today I found the energy to write an entry at 8:00 am, I am never awake at 8:00 am let alone concious enough to compose my thoughts into one organized piece ( Read more... )

I fucked up, and I am not gonna reiterate what happened as all of you out there are also on Jennifer's (frevrisadrtywrd) friends list, if you need some refreshing just go and read her most recent post. Well anyways, back to my mess of a life. A couple days ago I really messed up, and it was the first time that Jennifer had asked to be alone, I was ( Read more... )

Sorry about the dealy on my birthday entry, but late is better than never, so here it goes ( Read more... )

Jennifer and I have been hanging out like mad lately, (suprise, suprise huh ( Read more... )

Here I am in fucking English class, whoopadeedoo ( Read more... )

Here I am all decked out in my dumb work outift waiting until the last possible minute before I must leave. Some nights I look forward to working, y'know making some money, tonight, unfortunately, is not one of those nights. Jenn has the night off ( Read more... )