he did not just die on me he gave up on everyone. . . i miss the ( Read more... )

it feels so nice inside where i hold him deep. . . . but in reality i tend to believe he is not real. . . . .i trust in him but at the same time i worry because i have let him hurt me once before. . . . . . .it is times like these where i wish i could paticipate with out getting involved. . . . . . I was crying about it and it just does not seem ( Read more... )

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I havent written in this journal forever. I am single and graduated. More beautiful then ever and happy to be alive!!!!!!!!!if u would like to stay in contact please let me know. I will add u to my new journal. If you dont please delete me from your friends list so i can completely transfer. I have missed this little journal of mine. I forget that ( Read more... )

If you new me at all you would realize that my password is wumpscut the first time with out trying to brake in, It has been changed. Get a life stop being intrested in mine!!!!!!

who is ever try to break into my journal fuck off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hello there. I am so glad that jazmyn is not dead. Last night was a lot of fun. I did not sleep monday night and on tuesday I was going to Melrose. I came to my work about one thirtyish and my best friend Chuckels was here. We were meeting Mike and Ryane here at three. Well when we finally got Melrose I bought Chuck a shirt and a cd. I ( Read more... )

I am finally off of work. Going home to more depression. I hit rock bottom in December I guess I have hit it again. I am doing better and I am still angry at myself. I do not mean to be mean but it is my nature. I am tired and still in debate whether I want to go to Melrose tomorrow. I do not know and I am extra confused. I hurt in the ( Read more... )

Hello my peoples. I am not doing so well. I had a nervous breakdown after the whole feasco with Chuck. Oh chuck that was not directed as a guilt trip. My friend Tori and I drank a bottle of wine between us. I found out that she is going to put her two weeks in tomorrow. I am really super sad right now. All I have been doing is crying. It is ( Read more... )

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