I am spending the nigh at Tori's house. I think I wil be okay. this is probaly going to be one of my last journal entries. I have hurt the one I love the dearest. I guess I became too personal or something. So much for my sanity. I am sorry again Chuck. I guess this is why I might stop writting because I do not want to hurt anybody. ( Read more... )

I am sorry for what I have done.

I am sorry for what I have done.

All my fault and know one to save me now. Crying never seems to help. I have no reason to see myself alive to live in this hateful dreadful friendship that I have for one only seemed to fuck up. Thank You Chuck for making me feel horrible. You do it all so well. Remember to love me.

My best friend just commented on my journal. I never said anything about not liking Lynn. I am sorry you took it like that. You know what you bastard you hurt me sending me that. Fuck you! I am sorry for you are thinking like that. Do you honestly think that I would write something that even considering you were going to take it like that. ( Read more... )

I sit here in aww! I see all the pathetic twenty year olds needing an easy way to get laid. I am trying to deal with the fact that there is never going to be a cute industrial guy waiting at my door step. Chuck told me that I should feel special because I spend more time with him then he does with Lynn. What the fuck when we spend time ( Read more... )

Well I am glad that I did not scare you away Dark Angel. I mad but I am going to dinnere right now with Chuck and Mike. I wish Ryane was here. I miss you jazmyn call me tomorrow. Bye remember to love me.

I am bored. Nobody cool is going to be here tonight. Ryane's journal looks much better. I miss my dearest Dark Angel I hope I did not scare her away. I miss jazmyn too. I am feeling kinda sad. I hate my parents. I wish to disappear now. Do not forget to love me.

Hello my peoples. I am tired and my brother is an asshole. It is okay I guess. I look really good right now. I miss me. I got paid yesterday and I still have not cashed my check. I so can't wait for Melrose. I am tied up with meaningless shit right now. My parents are back today and I started my rag go figure. Remember to love me.

I had so much fun last night. Ryane(who still has not updated her journal) came over and so did my Chuckels. Ryane was there until 3 and Chuck was there until about 5. I had fun, too much. Nothing new and exciting. I can't wait to go to Melrose on tuesday with Ryane, Chuck and Mike. Ryane had mentioned something about only if they would and ( Read more... )