"God created humans because monkeys failed".(Mark Twain) I am bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I do not start work for another hour. It is time for me to disappear from Coffee Bazaar. I do not know what I am going to do this Friday. I do not have work and I do not have to be home. I am sick and tired of hearing how sore his dick is. I am mad and ( Read more... )

I had the best time at Ryane's house. Chuckels asked me if we hooked up and All I can say is I wish. I like Ryane and I think she is very pretty. There is just something about her that I can't leave alone. I think that she is the coolest girl Chuck knows well me being on the same level of course. I wish I was older so I could go to clubs. I ( Read more... )

As I sit here in amazement I look at the tragedy I have brought on to myself. why can't I forget the molestation from my granfather? After all I did not remember it up until a year ago. I had nightmares through out my childhood but I never actually had detail in person, place, or thing. I wish that I could forget as easily as I chose to ( Read more... )

Hello there. I am sad that Brendon is kinda an asshole. Hi Ryane. If you are reading this go back to where you replied and I have answered. Do not for get to email me with your address. I am okay today. I was in a weird mood last night. I was wondering through depths taken upon myself and my misfourtune. Remember to love me.

I have decided to least. My choice and my security. I always feel safer knowing that I am the cause of my problems. I know not of what I have done but I do know of what I can do. Hard and fast is my life. Stail food has brought my taste buds to a screeching hault. I have come to known the insecurties that make me, me. i have listen to those ( Read more... )

Hello there. I feel my party was a success. I talk to chuckels for most of the day. I do not know. It is weird. I take things to seriously, thus makes Chuck feel bad , then making myself feel bad. I do not understand it. I am seeing him on wednesday. I thought today after talking to people about sex and everything, I would never have ( Read more... )

Hello there. I am not having a good night. Chuck is here with his girlfriend and she reminded me exactly how young I was. I do not know. Last night I was messing around with Chuck. I told him to stop. He did not I told him to knock it off after he did one more time. He hurt my arm only the slightest. But when he grabbed me, I had like a ( Read more... )

I was just talking to chuck. He was telling me about his ex-girlfriend he was visiting and how he felt sorry for her because she wanted guys that were married and the guys that she wanted did not want her. Wow that sounds like, hmmmmmmm...... ME. I can not believe this. I know he does not try to make me feel bad. Nothing he does is ever on ( Read more... )

I am having a farely good day. I am at my work and my Chuckels is here. I hope Brandon will be here tonight. I love me. I am tired in a way. Today was my last day of summer school. no more history. I got a B+ in the class. I do not know what to say. No tears. I will go down sometime. It is okay to love me. Do not be afraid. I want me ( Read more... )

I am happy for once. I can't wait until friday. I get to see my long lost friend jazmyn. I am so excited. I love my chuckels and I want Brandon. He is number two on my fuck list, god he is cute. I think I am wet just thinking about him. Well I do not want to ruin the moment. Remember to love me. I love you my dearest Dark Angel.